Day 3: No Sleep

Time of wake: N/A
Hours of sleep: 2.5 hrs
Hours of naps: 1hr
Time of sleep: 1AM
Current weight: N/A
Goal weight: 130lbs
My mood: Overly emotional

So I definitely didn't get any sleep today! I had made plan to go out and visit my bestie early in the morning which probably contributed to my insomnia the night before.  It had been about 2 weeks since I last seen her, and I didn't really chat with her that much during those 2 weeks either.  There's alway something good about missing someone and being missed by others.  Anyways, I took it upon myself to make her some focaccia bread.  I kinda teased her about it in the past... So I wanted to surprise her.  And alhamdulillah she really enjoyed it!  Something about me you should know is that I love to cook!  It's like a hobby.

Still, like every morning, I rushed to take my supplements, packed some frozen bananas and berries for breakfast then proceeded to leave my house... My friend was waiting outside for me.  I actually happy because I was planning to walk all the way there regardless of the cold weather outside.

It's a happy day, I got to talk to my friend and enjoy good company.  But the only thing I didn't like, to my surprise, was that I was overly emotional.  I know I'm a very sensitive person, but today I just couldn't hold back my tears.  Literally everything made me want to cry subhanaAllah!  Well, I'm a girl, and girls get their menses.  Just this time was a bit overboard, and I'm not used to being like this... and certainly not in public.  Anyways, my friend was so understanding, telling me that it's normal for girls... but it's not normal to me.  So it got my thinking, maybe it's because of the supplements I'm taking.  Maybe it's doing a full reset of my hormones.  Allah knows best.

I didn't drink much water today either for some odd reason. And I didn't feel that exhausted today considering I had no sleep.  On top of it all, I manage to go out to eat with my friend too getting some fresh air.  I will say though, I was dead tired when I got home later on that night, understandably.  I immediately fell asleep.


Take Care & InshaAllah Khair



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