I remember last year when I was really doing through the hardest times and I was really down. I was so hopeless. This summer, I can't explain the overwhelming feeling of gratitude towards Allah Subhana Wa Ta'Ala. I finally pulled through. The power of praying tahajjud is unmatched!!!
If there was a greater word then Alhamdulillah,
I would use it at every moment of the day.
I made a commitment to come out of the shadows and live unapologetically me. I prayed a lot and did some major soul searching. Yes, I'm muslim but what else? What gift do I possess to better this world I live in? So in order to move forward in life you have let go of the baggage weighing you down.
I'm just done with everything and all that doesn't make me feel good. I adopted an extremely positive mindset and accepted all realities of my life in good faith that it's khair for me. And I took a "big" step (so to speak) in launching my Hijama Cupping Therapy business. Passing out my business cards to people and the response was overwhelming. I set goals and so far I've crushed the most important ones: Constantly being self-aware, adopted an attitude of gratitude, leaving any and all toxic relationships, to focus on myself and my goals, launching my businesses, advancing myself spiritually.
I'm just done with everything and all that doesn't make me feel good. I adopted an extremely positive mindset and accepted all realities of my life in good faith that it's khair for me. And I took a "big" step (so to speak) in launching my Hijama Cupping Therapy business. Passing out my business cards to people and the response was overwhelming. I set goals and so far I've crushed the most important ones: Constantly being self-aware, adopted an attitude of gratitude, leaving any and all toxic relationships, to focus on myself and my goals, launching my businesses, advancing myself spiritually.
My goals are simple but it's the execution part that troubled me most. I had to get over my fears of self-doubt, self-sabotage, being afraid of what others think. BAGGAGE! I needed to believe in myself. There's still a little troubleshooting to be done, I need to be consistent but for the most part I'm crushing it! And crushing it hard!
I know my purpose in life, I'm no longer fighting it and I'm going to live my Truth.
It's like being a caterpillar that was in a cocoon. Afraid to come out, afraid to show everyone my beautiful butterfly wings. But that's all changed now Alhamdulillah. I feel ready to finally live my life, putting myself first. Really stretching my wings without fear. Yes, negativity and toxicity constantly try to derail me but I get right back on track. No amount of drama is welcomed in my life. In the past, so many people in my life kicked me when I was down. So many people were and still are extremely jealous of my dreams, goals, ambitions, lifestyle. Do you know how many friend I have? I dropped a great majority of them because they are losers constantly and desperately trying to distract me, not being a positive support as a friend should be. Only a few are left.
This is your life, you are 100% responsible for it. No one, and I mean absolutely NO ONE is coming to save you!
I made myself ATTITUDE CHECKS that I read every morning to keep my focussed and I would like to share it with you all:
ATTITUDE CHECKS
1- if it's not going to make you happy, better, wiser and wealthier remove it from your schedule
2- people's opinions don't pay your bills
3- NEVER feel guilty for taking personal time
4- You are smart, ambitious, beautiful and not afraid to got for it!
5- You are here to DOMINATE everything you do
6- If people cannot meet your standards don't lower your standards so that they can
7- NEVER feel bad about doing what's best for you
8- Be calm in every situation
9- Don't let anyone get comfortable disrespecting you.
10- BE HUMBLE, COMMIT, BE PATIENT, STAY FOCUSSED, DOMINATE!!!
You need to re-train your mind, have courage and tell yourself: Enough is enough. I'm worth it. I deserve better. I'm better than that. I have standards. This is my life and I'm living it for me. Keep in mind not everyone will agree with you, heck they'll impose there own fears and doubts on you but you just need to stay the course and BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! It was hard to believe in myself because growing up, I always did things to please others. I never really did anything for me. Now, it's all about me. I'm completely selfish about it without any regrets.
If I was taught anything growing up, it was to focus. I never truly understood its real meaning until now. I focus only on my strengths and let the small-minded people focus on my weaknesses. I focus only on what I want in my life.
If I was taught anything growing up, it was to focus. I never truly understood its real meaning until now. I focus only on my strengths and let the small-minded people focus on my weaknesses. I focus only on what I want in my life.
My suggestion to anyone reading this, is to take real personal quality time for yourself. Do some profound soul searching. Live in your cocoon until you heal yourself emotionally, mentally, physically & spiritually. Until you feel you are ready to come out. DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR IT! Forgive others for their short-comings because Allah knows you have tons! Forgive yourself and evolve into a better person. It takes rain and sunshine to grow... You need to grow in order to blossom.
You must forgive others in order to be forgiven.
A seed must push threw dirty to reach the light.
Focus on your strength, let others focus on your weaknesses.
Be grateful to Allah and HE will give you more in life.
Take Care & InshaAllah khair
Duni
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