Today was a hard day. I just found out that my new landlady’s building doesn’t accept social assistance. That really sucks, so now I’m back to square one on finding a new apartment… At least i have some breathing room to get my head on straight. I have really sunk into depression and despair so to speak. My anxiety and stress is at an all time high. I don’t feel like eating nor do I have appetite. I just want to sleep all day. It’s not to say that I’m having a pity party but I just can’t handle my life at the moment. I can’t handle being an adult I guess. This is a big test from Allah Subhana Wa Ta’Ala. I know I’ve already failed it too.
My previous landlady that evicted me is asking for me to pay for month of April. Did she really think she could pull a fast one on me? Does she not know I’m like 2 weeks ahead of her? LOL. She really thinks she’s so slick but behind her fake smile and seemingly sympathizing eyes, is a liar and a cheat. She thought she could evict me without a letter and give me only a 2 week notice. She must really think I’m weak and stupid. I’m a nice and good person but don’t think you can step on my head. AND even if she tries to take me to a small claims court she will lose. I have the eviction letter i made her sign lol and the rent receipts she refused to give me. It’s funny because I gave her a solution to getting rent money and she refused given me some BS answer that she wants to renovated… which you can’t evict someone for. And even if she didn’t sign the eviction notice I wrote out for her the she requested (because she didn’t want to give me one… I guess she thought I would leave quietly lol jokes on her). I wouldn’t have left if she didn’t sign the notice… which she only signed 5 days before I had to leave.
I’m not one to make a fuss over certain things, even when I know its an injustice. I just go with the flow, because I have my own plan in my head that is just and I know that Allah is the best of Planners. If someone wants to do an injustice on me, I know Allah will reward them for their intentions. I basically leave it in the hands of Allah. Like even where I live now… If I were to get kicked out, I leave it with Allah.
If you see a muslim going through hardship and you try to take advantage of that muslim don’t expect KHAIR/good. However, if you alleviate a hardship from a muslim, a hardship will be alleviated off of you. These people that evicted me need to fear Allah! How can they see I’m going through a hard time and evict me when I even found them a solution. I got evicted just before Ramadan SubhanaAllah! What a great thing to do *sacarsm*.
Take Care & InshaAllah Khair
Duni
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