So What Do I Do Now?

I feel like I'm in a rut that I can't escape.  But I need to hold myself accountable for my current situation.  This is after all my life I'm living therefore I have the power to change it right?  Ok so alhmadulillah for the crummy call centre job I currently have! I need it to keep me afloat until I make it big InshaAllah. All I need to do is prioritize my time... I keep trying and failing because of laziness/procrastination whatever. 

First things first: I need to start praying and on time! That's #1 

#2 I need to get my diet back on track and actually start a daily routine with proper eating habits... I need to complete my juicing fast and actually do 10 days of religious fast for the month upcoming Holy month of Hajj.  

#3 Exercise : I need to get back into cycling and also complete my at home gym. 

#4 Save my money for my future endeavours- this only means that I need to cut back stupid expenses where it could be eating out with friends, not packing a lunch for work, stupid spending.  This means I need to to start being smart with money and learn when to be 'cheap' I knoooooow it's bad and I suck at it but InshaAllah  I will learn.  Also to not be so strict on myself I should allow some spending money for the month... Like 100$ for example for emergencies. 

#5 Do groceries at Asian markets!- going vegan is actually really cheap & extremely healthy. If I buy fruits for the day and a few veggies at night my expenses could be less costly every month.

I'm always trying to find some type of motivation to keep me going... I don't care about making others happy with my lifestyle only Allah.  I'm 26 weighing in at 93kg. I want to lose 30kg before November by juicing and exercise.  That's my goal and InshaAllah I will reach it. So starting from now I will begin this quest for excellence.  I want to be the best that I can be and accomplish things I may have never thought I could do inshaAllah.

Take Care & InshaAllah Khair

Duni